Blank

great...
now i don't have any idea at all to post here

Frustrated

so this is what was happened in the last a couple of days

i woke up at 1 pm,
powered up my laptop,
checking mails, reading some news, blogwalking, and browsing ebay

then i took a shower,
grabbed some meals,
back to the computer again, and
disconnected the Internet

i opened up microsoft word,
opened up files in c://mydocument/spring semester/sweatshops/naskah,
and...
tried to write something

then, i got a new idea
so i erased what i have written
soon after, i got another new idea to expand the idea that i've just discovered
so i stopped writing and started to draw some sketch
but then i thought that my new idea was a bad idea
so i stopped making sketch
then i realized that i had: no focus idea, no script, and not even a sketch
but, the show must go on

so i started quoting some texts
but, it was already 4 am
my neck was stiffened, my head's hurt, and i was f***ing hungry

so i shutted down my laptop,
planned to write the unfinished script tomorrow,
then i tried to sleep

yet, my mind was still wandering around
so i couldn't sleep
finally, i got unconscious after thirty minutes or maybe more
then, the whole rituals repeated again after i woke

aaaarrgggghhhh....this habit must stop!
it's time to change.

Berkemas

tanggal 15 nanti sewa apartemen saya abis. daripada barang2 saya berceceran pas pindahan nanti, saya nyempetin packing hari ini. alhamdulillah, ternyata buku-buku saya masih bisa masuk tas. itu artinya rencana saya semula yaitu mengirim buku-buku itu ke Jakarta lewat pos bisa dibatalkan. ah senangnya.

Aerosmith

asik euy...hari ini nonton Aerosmith di Kohl Center sama Wenny. karena tiket kita yang paling murah, kita dapet tempat duduk yang paling atas. tepatnya di sektor 302 (lantai 3 coy) baris H 6 dan 7. untungnya penonton yang hadir enggak mbludak. masih banyak bangku kosong di deket panggung. ya udah ketika band pembukanya (cheap trick) selesai main, kita turun ke bawah. abis beli cemilan, mulailah kita gerilya di sektor-sektor di lantai 1 yang paling deket sama panggung. ternyata penjagaan di situ enggak ketat. walhasil, sukseslah kita nonton aksinya Steven Tyler cs dari deket. puassssshhh.