Frustrated

so this is what was happened in the last a couple of days

i woke up at 1 pm,
powered up my laptop,
checking mails, reading some news, blogwalking, and browsing ebay

then i took a shower,
grabbed some meals,
back to the computer again, and
disconnected the Internet

i opened up microsoft word,
opened up files in c://mydocument/spring semester/sweatshops/naskah,
and...
tried to write something

then, i got a new idea
so i erased what i have written
soon after, i got another new idea to expand the idea that i've just discovered
so i stopped writing and started to draw some sketch
but then i thought that my new idea was a bad idea
so i stopped making sketch
then i realized that i had: no focus idea, no script, and not even a sketch
but, the show must go on

so i started quoting some texts
but, it was already 4 am
my neck was stiffened, my head's hurt, and i was f***ing hungry

so i shutted down my laptop,
planned to write the unfinished script tomorrow,
then i tried to sleep

yet, my mind was still wandering around
so i couldn't sleep
finally, i got unconscious after thirty minutes or maybe more
then, the whole rituals repeated again after i woke

aaaarrgggghhhh....this habit must stop!
it's time to change.